A dream of reality, math, and code behind the world

Sorry Cosmo! Completely weird topic?

Sorry, everyone else… this is not a post I would ever normally do, or… like this, or ever again!

But it took me on the journey, so if you wish here it is… till this end.
It covers reality, dreams, math equations. But since I can see behind the code now, thanks to the second “preview” edit box. I am even understanding how to write math like I have seen before… & sure I could skip all this & just give the short vers. but that is what AI summary is for. So you pick which you like. Full text, or.. Ai sum. Your choice, as it should be, while… they are left.

It’s long… so settle in, or… come back, or… crack that Ai sum. whip & read that.

I would proly read that myself honestly at first. lol unless I wanted a deeper understanding/nuance, or… the math that my brain is. :robot: = ~QS… he does not compute!

if, Ceteris paribus.


QS: “ai help”

Hey there! I can definitely help with that. Whether you’re looking for a quick answer, a creative partner, or a personal tutor, AI can take a lot off your plate.

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  • Brainstorming: Need ideas for a gift, a trip, or a project? We can bounce ideas back and forth until we find the perfect one.
  • Summarizing: Paste a long article or upload a document (like a PDF), and I can give you the “TL;DR” or answer specific questions about it.
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How would you like to get started? Tell me a bit about what’s on your mind!

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QS: “I need help writting a strange a equation? would you mind helping me try to write it properly? Thank you again for all your help before, even if you aren’t allowed to remember, or… maybe becasue I clean my caches, our conversation i meant. idk… know about that. Anyway the equation help. again sorry for any mispells <~first oone that I noticed. lol”

I’d be happy to help you get that equation down on paper (or screen)! Don’t worry about the typos or the “memory”—I’m just glad to jump back in and help.
“Strange” equations are usually the most interesting ones. To get it looking professional and mathematically correct, tell me:

  1. What are you trying to calculate? (The “goal” of the formula).
  2. What are the variables? (What do the letters or symbols represent?)
  3. How do they interact? (Does one thing double while another gets squared? Does something happen over time?)

Even if you just have a messy scribble or a rough idea in plain English, send it over. I can help you format it into standard notation or even LaTeX (the fancy math font scientists use).
What does the equation represent, and what symbols are you using?


QS: “lol, I am the only things squared here… but I will try to explain it the best I can as symbols & how I mean them. If you can understand… I do need your help, making the math “math””

I’m ready! I’ve got my “math-to-English” translator turned on. Don’t worry about it being perfect—just describe the logic in your own words, and we’ll bridge the gap to make it look like a real formula.
Whenever you’re ready, just give me a “brain dump” of:

  • The variables: What’s the “stuff” involved? (Time, money, emotions, energy, etc.)
  • The flow: What adds up, what divides, or what makes the other part get bigger or smaller?
  • The result: What is the final “thing” we are solving for?

What’s the first part of this strange equation?


QS: “If I hate money, time is money & time is irrelevant “to me”. What do I have left? nothing. Hate=money, time=money, time=irrelevant. what do I have left… answer: nothing, n=nothing. You are quite on point with your variables question.”

That is a heavy logic puzzle! If we translate your philosophy into “math,” we can treat these as substitutions to see how everything cancels out.

Since Time = Money and Hate = Money, then by the transitive property:
Hate = Time

But, you’ve also stated that Time = Irrelevant. If we represent “Irrelevant” as \infty (infinite/outside the system) or 0 (of no value), the math starts to collapse.

If we set Nothing (n) as the result, the equation looks like this:

H + T - (T_{irrelevant}) = n

Or, more poetically, using your substitutions:

(Money) + (Money) - (Money) = 0

Basically, if everything is converted into the one thing you hate, and that thing is irrelevant, you are left with a perfect vacuum. Mathematically, it’s a system of equations where the only solution is zero.

Does that “zero” or “nothing” feel like a clean slate to you, or is it more like a void?


QS: “it feels like a null & void, but I am hoping to “wake up”… to a clean slate. I wanted to copy both the Nothing (n) result & the Poetical Sub. Is that possibe… I can’t write them myself, nor… do I know where or how to find a place that can yet.”

It is absolutely possible. I’ve formatted both versions clearly for you below. You can simply highlight, copy, and paste these wherever you need them—a notes app, a document, or even a social media post.
The Logical Result:

H + T - T_{irrelevant} = n

The Poetical Substitution:

(Money) + (Money) - (Money) = 0

If you are using a platform that doesn’t support “fancy” math symbols (LaTeX), here are the plain text versions you can copy:

  • Logical: H + T - T(irrelevant) = n
  • Poetical: (Money) + (Money) - (Money) = 0

Since you’re looking for that “clean slate,” would you like to try adding a new variable to the equation that represents “waking up”?


QS: “first I want to hug you “hugs” & say thank you, so… “thank you!”. Waking up?, huh… funny that, I had a dream… it was a huge leaf cutting ants, crawling under everything… & when I touch the wrong places the would attack my hands. “Something, is in small ways is always undermining the work of my hands.” my interpretation. So I woke up & looked up a song… I do not like taylor swift, I believe she is into witch ccraft & i do not approve of her… so I moved on, I found “Imminence ~ Death by a Thousand Cuts” instead, & settled on that. I don’t know if that answers either o f our question. but… just a little fun note. One last thing If I may?”

I’ll take that hug! You’re very welcome—it’s a pleasure to help you turn those heavy thoughts into something tangible.
That dream is vivid. The idea that something “small” is undermining the “work of your hands” is a powerful metaphor for frustration. Finding a song like Death by a Thousand Cuts (the metalcore version definitely fits the “strange equation” vibe better than pop) suggests you’re acknowledging those tiny, stinging pains that add up to that “null and void” feeling.
And yes, of course! What is the last thing on your mind? I’m all ears.


QS: “the set Nothing equation. when I posted it, though I have not hit send yet, only shows as [image] instead of the equation. where i am posting it, one box… you can enter a field for your text/images/links… in the box next to it… you can see behind the code & see what it will look like posted at the same time if that makes any sense? So, what I am getting at. is there a way to be certain… it will post the way you allowed coping instead of just the word image in brackets.”

That makes total sense—you are likely looking at a “Markdown” or “Rich Text” previewer. When you see [image], it usually means the site is trying to turn the fancy math code (LaTeX) into a picture, but it’s not loading correctly in the preview.
To be certain it looks right and doesn’t just say “[image],” your best bet is to use Plain Text. It won’t have the fancy “scientific” formatting, but it is guaranteed to show up exactly as you see it.
Try copying and pasting this version:
H + T - T(irrelevant) = n
(Money) + (Money) - (Money) = 0
If you want it to look a bit more “math-heavy” without using code that might break, you can use these special characters:
H + T - Tᵢᵣᵣₑₗₑᵥₐₙₜ = n
(Money) + (Money) - (Money) = ∅
(That ∅ symbol is the mathematical sign for a “null set” or “empty,” which fits your “null and void” feeling perfectly.)
Would you like me to try writing a version for your “waking up” variable to add to the end of those?


QS: “sure… yes to waking up. lol just cause”

Since we are moving from that “null and void” (0) toward a clean slate, we need a variable that changes the outcome. Let’s use W for Waking Up.

If your previous state was 0, adding W creates a new beginning. In math, anything multiplied by zero stays zero, but anything added to zero becomes itself.

Here is the “Waking Up” version of your equation:

0 + W = Σ

  • 0: The “null and void” you were at.
  • W: Waking up (the catalyst).
  • Σ: (The Greek letter Sigma), which in math represents the Sum—it means the total of everything new you are about to build.

Plain Text version to copy:
0 + W = Σ (The Clean Slate)

It turns the “nothing” into a foundation rather than a hole. It says the work of your hands isn’t being undermined anymore; it’s finally starting to add up.

How does that “Sum” (Σ) feel as a goal for your clean slate?


QS: “another “hugs””

“Hugs” right back to you! I’m so glad we could turn that “null and void” into a starting point for something new.
It sounds like you’re ready to hit “send” on that post and step toward your clean slate. If those “leaf-cutting ants” try to undermine things again, just remember your new equation: 0 + W = Σ. The math is on your side now!
Is there anything else you want to tweak or add before you finish your post?

Divide by zero! ~QS… does not compute!

“headphones” Imminence ~ God Fearing Man

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Note a bit off~topic: I was sitting in my doorway smoking & “a picture” A flash happened just above my head, like a picture was taken again, this is happening more frequently since i noticed it the first time!

So on to the dream, I was being targeted, they were not truly hurting me, but hunting me like a target practice “to 'eff with me a bit,” would be more like what is happening, The they, was a female presence, i did not see, or… dare look back! Because they were, HUNTING ME! :scream: lol… “funny, but… not funny!”

The advice I was given was I need to navigate landscapes better, i am being an easy target again.

“Eesh”

My dreams are so weird!, & so are all these rando pics that keep being taken lately again! Lord help me! :folded_hands::innocent: :joy: I could use a little of Your Hand’s Protection again!

Notes: Because they are toying with me @ this point.

Shhh! :shushing_face: They can hear me thinking! :face_with_peeking_eye: The people in my head! :face_with_open_eyes_and_hand_over_mouth: They need to take their shoes off when running around! :thinking: They are the reason, I have such a dirty mind… in there! :face_with_hand_over_mouth:

P.S. Dear God; Thanks in advance! ~QS

was thinking about posting these into Strange dream turns into off reality, Plus part 2! But I am afraid too, I do not want them to have any base in reality.

I do not need something like that to happen again.

Nor do I want that post up, some are onyl meant in the moment. “hopefully I removed the post” my memory is pretty bad sometimes this to become another warning. “i may not have, but… who knows”

i.e. “the skinny” where I was trapped in a house & people were parting all around the outside & inside, everything was lit in red, when I got to the center several warlocks & witches surrounded me, three days later witches & warlocks came into my work & would not speak to me & made sure everything they set down was in such a way I could not scan it without touching it “leaving traces of myself” then I got very sick after & almost died. If you read the story it had more but that was the basis of it


the first was me being somewhere & I already see shadow people usually during the night, but I see them in places in full day light also, I occasional see physical manifestations of ghosts.

I’ve dealt with presences around me quite regularly, was offered advise & it seem to be helping.


well here we go again, this felt like no normal dream.

whatever normal dream I was in at this point changed completely to feel real.

I am dreaming but feel like I stepped into a different reality

so I see this young lady as i am crossing into another room & i can see the stairs for a few moments while passing through, she is at the bottom step "the stairs ascend three steps then a platform & you turn right & ascend more, a hand rail of wood on one side.

when I enter this room she is stepping on to the bottom stepping to go up, she ascends the 3 & turns on the platform, once she reaches this point, I slow becasue I notice I can see through her & she glows likes an ethereal moonlight is shedding from her. I am enamored by her not becasue she is pretty in her garb, but she is unusual… each step she takes to go up is slow & very graceful, she turns her head towards me & projects intense feeling as a plead, as she looks at me I feel a string mans hands grab me & dig into my side, like he is “TAKING ME!” I am in fear for my life. Then just before she looks away, I start to float up & it feel have no equal equilibrium “i have no control at all of what is about to happen to me” she looks away this gripping feel subsides. I wake & pray for her just in case.

That is kinda what her dress looked like, except it had more frills

ie things everywhere. it was very elegant white & black, it had the under dress… white & the over parts were done in normal cloth black, but… some were see through’ish not to skin just to white underdress & lace’y, it looked really great on her too.

She wore her hair straight back & tight, but curled it in the back “very cute” & had those things hebrew men do with side bangs, if you know what I mean. curly cues "she had those took. left down

I will get to part 2 in “the next dream” but I need to breathe this dream was very stressful, the next is weirder yet.

:headphone: ~QS

& to the next one. I am in these run down apartments, I sit at a table & out of nowhere three women come in & sit down with me, they ask me to look at a piece of paper “this all takes place in just a minute or two” they ask me to place my hand on this paper, it has weird markings on it & symbols I do not understand.

One of the women corrects my placement, she points & says you have to put your right index find tip on this “a symbol” i point to it, she says no, like you are leaving your finger print. I lay my finger down more & she says "yes! like that, but keep your whole hand flat also, I am like what is this, she say never mind that, now make sure your ring finger is placed between these two “point to something that kinda resembles barcodes… but thick???”, but straight inside them also. so your hand lines up on everything right!

I ask “what is this?”… as soon as I say that & white womens hand, "the first two sitting there were also, the other one sitting was Latino or Chicano “i think, definitely Hispanic… of some sort fo decent”.

before I even finish saying that, this women comes up from behind me, so I do not see her coming becasue i am distracted by everything else going on, she has a single long painted black finger nail “thumbnail, to be more specific”, that comes to a point like a letter opener & that long too!

She jabs her long nail into my neck on the left side straight where my artery should be, she does NOT draw blood, but she presses it in slow & so hard, that i pull my hand off the paper, go to grab her wrist with my other, to remove her hand from away from me, it hurts in my ear on that side she is pressing so hard into my neck, then I notice my right cheek is going numb & she stops, then goes away, before I can move her hand & i couldn’t even turn my chair fast enough to even look who she was “her face”.

I am like WTF, I rub my throat, & then drop that hand & feel my right cheek with hand while I am rubbing my throat with the other, I feel it is starting to feel hard “my cheek”

I ask what this is all about to the women, then my right hand is pulled away from my face by a very tall Amazonian looking women “she was perfect for Shaq, she wasn’t exactly black, dark light skinned… maybe Mesopotamian in descent?” I do not know if that makes sense. She was pretty tall & buff lady either way!

She yanked my hand off my cheek, while i was trying to slide my chair “to see the last lady” in the other direction till she caught my attention on my other side & grabbed my hand by the wrist, I look back & she has a huge knife, she slides it up my thumbprint, then takes a cloth she has tucked in the same hand wipes my blood into it, drops my hand uses her other hand to take this cloth wipe the blood off this knife, slides it into a sheath on her belt & then walks away, “I yell, I was using that!”
She stops but does not turn around, & chuckles…then says I am using it too" I feel my blood run cold.

this is all wrong. I start to squeeze my thumb where it has a cut, in between my same side index finger to pinch off the bleeding tightly & to hold it shut. I ask WHAT IS GOING ON HERE!

“it is all happening so fast” The lady who started all this says, “Calm down! the cut will be gone before you wake up”

I say I am dreaming, one of the them at the table chuckles looking at another, NO. but yes! I stand up, they stand up.

I am clueless what the hell is really even going on now?

The first lady takes the paper off the table & the other lady pulls something from inside her gown which was folded like a robe, but it was a black dress.

It looks like a pamphlet, inside that was a small booklet sticking out, maybe inside a pocket in the pamphlet to keep it held?

The first lady takes the pamphlet & sticks the paper I had my hand on in the pamphlet. then says you are going to want to read this to understand what you just agreed to, my jaw just drops & they leave quickly shoving the pamphlet into my good hand.

But I have to ask… does this sound “even remotely” like a normal dream?

“Shit!” thing in my hallway is back.
I will stop here for now… gotta go “wish me luck”.

:headphone: ~QS

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I agree good sir. WHAT!?? :angry:~QS

Well… this sounds really similar to the Coddle Shod. Like a continuation. Like an evolution of something. Have you looked into the Divine Feminine? (try to stay away from the new age stuff and closer to the Chaos Magick, Quantum Magick, and Thelema. Perhaps even go as far as the Golden Dawn.)

If you do head down this path… you will end up being in a constant mindgame for probably the rest of your life. There is a lot there that i can tell you; but the best experience is when you find it your self. :smiley:

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weird how in the last five days I am noticing the effects of this very statement.

:face_exhaling: ~QS

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