Re: Contemplating Darwin…
I have had my moments of doubt and have had moments of non-belief during some very difficult times in my life. However, God is someone I have experienced on more than one occasion. I have spent many, many years with increasing my awareness and now can sense the presence of God in everything.
The possiblitiy of Gods Non-Existence isnt a question for me. I know He exists, but being the impulsive, impatient individual that I am, I wanted to know now about God and exactly what my role was in the scheme of creation. What was my goal ?
As mentioned earlier, I used to sit in Church listening to the sermon and I didnt believe that God didnt exist just because of the method of preaching, and I also knew I didn’t need to " reach deep into my pockets " to know God better. I had the feeling that there was so much more than what was on the surface and began to dig into the different religions, and systems of faith to find answers to my questions regarding my own Truth, as to whom I really was in the scheme of creation.
I wandered aimlessly, with so much material and experiences to go through, I didnt feel as though I was progressing. Then I was directed to the Tree Of Life and this provided the “road map” I needed.
As I researched more and more those texts and other information related to the Kabbalah, all my discoveries started to fall into place. My path had become illuminated and now I know what my goal is.
There is so much material to study, and I don’t believe everything I review, so finding the pieces to my particular puzzle is difficult.
I have the same questions, just as you do. Why does God allow this world to continue with all the destruction that has been wrought? Why are children stricken by illnesses that they dont seem to deserve? Why, Why, Why…?
It is up to each one of us to find those answers. Each one of us is placed within the particular life to experience the world from that individual perspective. For some, it may be to experience life without believing in God. Since that isn’t my path, it is only a guess.
If it was not created, than it would have had to be the result of multiple accidents. What other possiblities are there?
There may be more truth to this statement than you realize. If you ponder the idea of being immortal and have been around for a few million years or so, creating this world wouldn’t be far fetched for us having a place to “play.” A vacation from Eternity.