This explains why he named himself Titor. (To hold a grudge)
Chat Log (14 October 2000):
http://www.paranoiamagazine.com/2014/04/the-original-john-titor-irc-logs/
TimeTravel_0 I harbor a ccertain ammount of anger toward this time.
Yareisa : why
TimeTravel_0: I see an entire population of people who are sleeping,
fell in love once and she passed away,
blame you for her death.
She died of brain cancer.
TimeTravel_0: You may find this interesting.
TimeTravel_0: WHen I was training for “time travel“ …a great deal of what we did was pyscholgical training.
In one of our exercises … we had to go back in time and convince “ourselves” something we regretted not doing in our own life.
TimeTravel_0 : I told “myself” to get married before she died.
TimeTravel_0 : Something I was unable to do.
TimeTravel_0 : I hate you for that.
Yareisa : hate me personally?
TimeTravel_0 : Sorry… I don;t hate you.
TimeTravel_0 : I mean this time.
TimeTravel_0 : Jacksonville FI took a direct hit.
TimeTravel_0 : The radiation killed her.
Yareisa : I cannot say sorry for something that hasn’t happened yet, but I…
TimeTravel_0: I talk too much.