BodaciousJohn
Temporal Novice
Hello, for the purposes of anonymity I am BodaciousJohn and I have been stuck in a time loop for 105 iterations (this number is stuck in my head and im not sure if its the real number, or the one I memorized to keep myself sane from a far larger one.) The loop ends in march 2024 and, 24 hours into the start of the loop, which is the beginning of 2022, I lose my memory up until April 2023 whereupon I experience a memory “resurgence” where I begin to recall some of the previous loops. This is also where I experience a series of key events that verify the loop to myself. These events are as follows:
1 saving my wife through the pacification of her would-be murderers (im not looking for any hitman situation, just friends that could be there to help disarm them and be paid in party fare Eg. booze and fun. The loop ends there because I kill myself because of her loss)
2 seeking ways to escape said loop after saving my wife, and seeking other iterations of myself that existed outside the loop, but got trapped here.
I know the claims im making are massive…but all im asking for is an honest ear, a slice of your time, and modicum of faith and the degree of civility im displaying served in return. I have posted on reddit, 4chan, abovetopsecret.com, and now here seeking help and humiliating myself in twain…Im exhausted by this and need to find a way to fix it…or at the very least save my wife so as to make the loop bearable in turn…
My youtube channel where I will be posting about my experiences at a later time, and where I can be easily contacted ( I will link it here as soon as possible.):
- A boy in the park wearing black sweats, a plaid jacket, and black hollywood style sunglasses with blue rims walking his black lab (this event is concrete and constant)
- a latino man talking on his phone three cars down from me at the store, where we park in the same exact spot. His position never changes, and he is always talking on the phone…
- the remberance of my wife’s murder…and the iterations of loss and success therein…
1 saving my wife through the pacification of her would-be murderers (im not looking for any hitman situation, just friends that could be there to help disarm them and be paid in party fare Eg. booze and fun. The loop ends there because I kill myself because of her loss)
2 seeking ways to escape said loop after saving my wife, and seeking other iterations of myself that existed outside the loop, but got trapped here.
I know the claims im making are massive…but all im asking for is an honest ear, a slice of your time, and modicum of faith and the degree of civility im displaying served in return. I have posted on reddit, 4chan, abovetopsecret.com, and now here seeking help and humiliating myself in twain…Im exhausted by this and need to find a way to fix it…or at the very least save my wife so as to make the loop bearable in turn…
My youtube channel where I will be posting about my experiences at a later time, and where I can be easily contacted ( I will link it here as soon as possible.):